As a Reviewer

So about a half a year ago, I sat down and tried to figure out what it was I liked about the books, TV, and movies that I loved. It was a rather eye opening experience and ever since then my method of reviewing books that I don’t like has drastically changed.

The biggest step in this process came when I started reading A Wise Man’s Fear by Patrick Rothfuss. I had finished The Name of the Wind with an overall …meh. I was torn because by all accounts that book was an amazing, raving success that will change the face of fantasy for years to come. So why didn’t I like it?

I got about a quarter of the way into A Wise Man’s Fear and realized with startling clarity, that I didn’t care about any of the characters. The world Rothfuss created was beautiful and deep, the magic system intricate and believable, and the writing smooth and poetic. But when I realized I didn’t care what happened to Kvothe, or any of his friends/allies, I put the book down as dnf.

Now, I find I can more easily decide to mark a book dnf because if what I enjoy in a book is not there, then there’s no reason for me to finish it. At the same time, I am aware that just because that book doesn’t have what I enjoy doesn’t mean it’s a bad book and it doesn’t mean the author is a hack (In fact I think Rothfuss is awesome, and I would love to meet him some day and/or read his next series.) it just means I didn’t like the book. I just wish more people could understand this concept.

Kill Your Darlings

It is a common phrase said to writers, to ‘Kill Your Darlings’. Basically what it means is that sometimes a writer writes something that they just love. A character, a scene, a line that is just amazing. Only that thing either doesn’t improve the story, or in some cases, drags it down. Only the writer doesn’t want to get rid of it because it’s just so cool. This makes it hard to admit to yourself that you need to get rid of it.

I had (at least) one such darling in The Storyteller. Tabitha is going into the Huntsman’s castle to look for the sword. In the first version of the story it read like this:

Tabitha marched toward the castle doors. They opened easily at her touch. She did not let herself hesitate on entering the magical castle. The doors thudded shut behind her.

“Should we have warned him about the demons?” the Man in Black asked, glancing at the Wizard.

“He didn’t ask.”

I even got positive feedback from early readers about those last two lines. And I loved them. And those darlings stuck around until Draft 9 when I finally admitted to myself (because I knew before that, but I was clinging to those lines) that for the rest of the book the narrator sticks right on top of Tabitha, and having any narration when Tabitha is not in the room just doesn’t work. On top of that, while it’s a nice sting, that information is not necessary. Tabitha runs into a demon in the next scene.

It still hurt to delete those words though.

Awesome Writing Moments

I am a discovery writer. When I was young I would sit down with nothing but a vague idea and the world and characters would pop out as I wrote. Now that I’m older, and have more skill, I tend to have some of the story itself planned out, maybe vague ideas for the world and characters before I start, but for the most part I can’t plan too much or I flounder.

And I love being a discovery writer because of how those ideas seem to come from nowhere. I get ideas for stories from all over the place, but when I am in the process of writing, I just write my characters doing things or stuff about the world and that random stuff turns out to be super important later in the story. It basically feels like magic, like my brain is working on a higher level and puts things together without me realizing it. Moments like these are always awesome writing moments.

For example: I had Tabitha like apples. I’m pretty sure it started out that way because her kingdom is always in autumn, and apples are a fall crop. Later I realized the apples were part of a very important plot point.

It is this ability for my mind to make these connections that gives me a lot of comfort when I’m writing and feel like I have no idea where I’m going. I’ve learned to trust myself. One of my mantras is: “There is a way all of this will make sense, I just have to find it.”

Cover Art

As much as my logical brain wants to claim that cover art on a book isn’t important, it really is. Most of the books I have picked up cold were either by an author I already knew or the cover art grabbed me (and the back cover copy was interesting after that).

At the same time I’ve read about how, in traditional publishing, the author has very little to no say in what the cover looks like. Most publishers will work with an author if they really hates the cover, but they’re under no obligation to. On top of that, the cover art doesn’t always accurately represent the insides of the book. The publishers are trying to make a sale, not show a scene.

Which makes me nervous, in a genre where it’s popular to put women in revealing clothing/armor, I really really don’t want Tabitha to end up looking like a girl on the cover. I feel like that would defeat the point. Maybe I’ll get lucky and my cover art will be a close up of an eye or a picture of a sword or something, then I won’t have to worry about that. Then I’ll just be left to twitch when the second book of my series comes out and the font used for the title on the spine is not the same size as it was on the first book. (I’m looking at you Windwitch.)

Now obviously, I first have to get to the point where I have a publisher, but that’s a different story.

Where My Ideas Come From

A lot of times people ask writers: ‘Where do your ideas come from?’ to which the usual reply is, ‘Everywhere.’ While this is basically true. While it seems like an idea pops out fully formed, it is likely that you’re only hearing about it once a lot of ideas from all over the place will finally come together in that one lightning bolt moment.

I can get little ideas from tv shows or movies I watch, other books I read, from music I listen to, or even just things I see or hear during the course of my day. It’s taking all those little sparks and organizing them until you hit that one piece that brings it all together …sort of like the straw that broke the camel’s back, only it’s a good thing.

For the Storyteller, that moment was while I was reading through lesser known fairy tales on the Internet and I read one called The Little Wildrose. When I read that the main character was carried off and then raised by eagles, that’s when the lightning struck my brain. I had wanted to write a story with fairy tales where the characters are aware that the fairy tales are a thing every since I read Mercedes Lacky’s The Fairy Godmother. It wasn’t until this point that I finally had the idea of where to start.

And even with that idea, I had a false start where Wildrose was the main character and was going into the tales alone. This is where I got the idea for playing with genders though, as I made Wildrose male and had him interacting with a female Bluebeard. A few months later I wrote 90k words in October and November with Tabitha as the main character and the rest is now history.

Music and Writing

I know it is rather popular for writers to write to music, but I never listen to music when I am writing. Like I said yesterday, when I am writing new prose, I need to have it quiet with no outside stimuli. I tend to not listen to music when I revise either.

But that doesn’t mean music isn’t super important to my writing process. I have songs that I associate with my different stories and whenever I hear them, in the car or while I’m at work, that gets my brain going on that particular story. Sometimes that means I’ll have notes that I need to jot down real quick. Other times it means it just helps me to think through the story.

Songs that I associate with The Storyteller series:
Demons by Imagine Dragons
Payphone by Maroon Five
A Thousand Years by Christina Perri

Where I Write

Writing for me happens almost exclusively on electronic devices now. I used to have a little notebook in my back pocket, but transcribing was a beast, especially if I was writing out an entire scene. That was before I got my new phone and the Scrivener app which I simply love. It comes in such handy when I’m at work because I can quickly jot down ideas/scenes and then just transfer it over when I get home. But where I write depends on what I am doing at the time.

New prose is done either on my phone (when I’m out of the house) or my netbook, which I take into the basement. I tend to get distracted very easily when I’m writing new prose, so I have to remove myself from the Internet and my laptop where there are tons of great distractions. I also need it to be quiet with as little outside stimuli as possible. This is why I go to the basement, just to completely avoid my husband who works from home, and the cats, who like to demand attention.

Revising takes place on my laptop, which is hooked up to a large monitor so my screen is larger and I can see more words at once. I am a lot less likely to get distracted when revising. Plus, with my style of writing there is a ton of moving files and words around so a mouse is necessary. I have been known to revise pretty effectively even in busy, public places. I guess once the words are down, they stay in my head better.

Character Art

So I’m not to the point of having fan art, since not much of my stuff has been out there in the world. However, I have commissioned pictures of different characters over time. Some of those characters are from stories that have become trunk novels, but the pictures are still nice. These are the ones just from the stories I mentioned in my first post.


This is Silverfire and her otp Redstone. My naming conventions were not quite as developed back then, but Silverfire was the first original character I ever came up with. art by Ajinryu


Shani is from ‘The Colors Of’ which started out as a pokemon fan fic. She actually has silver hair that she dyes black to hide it. art by Sarah Ellerton.


The three main characters from Shifting Winds. Angelica is the princess. Dylan is the demon who captures her, and Rusty is Dylan’s servant/apprentice. (I never finished coloring Rusty.)
art by Ajinryu

Author Photoshoot

At a certain point, a few years ago, it occurred to me that I needed to have a nice picture of myself to put up on my social media platforms. I have always taken lots of pictures, but I have never had lots of pictures taken of me. So I planned a day with a friend where we staged a photoshoot at the barn where I work. It ended up being a rather cloudy and windy day, but we did the best with what we had. Here are some of the pictures from that shoot.

The horse is Nick, my Appaloosa gelding who was born on the farm. These pictures are from 2014 when he was 2, so he’s quite a bit bigger now. I haven’t changed all that much.


My Stories

So I have been writing for …well my entire life. This is the list of stories I have “finished”, in that they contain a beginning, middle, and end. Not a huge list, but then most of my early years I spent bouncing from one project to another so very few of them ever were finished. Since I’m matured as a writer, I have a better track record of finishing.

Silverfire: Technically a set of stories (not just one boo) about a silver fox who rescues a kingdom. Other characters include Brightfire and Redfire. They were all, likely no more than a few thousand words and very rough, but they had endings. The idea came from Brian Jacques’ Redwall books, in which I was rather infatuated in my younger years. This story did evolve with me a bit and I have a much more current version of it started but the concept is so simple really just a trunk novel. However, Silverfire holds a special place in my heart and I’d love to use her in a novel some day. (Though probably with a name change.)

Gryphons, Gryfalcons, and Makkar: The story of a gryffin princess who finds allies in gryfalcons, and enemies in the makkar. A milestone in my career, this story was over 100 pages (in Microsoft Word). I was very proud. Again, trunk novel, but the main character Wirith’s name pops up when I need a name for a gryffin in other stories. This idea came from Mercedes Lackey’s The Black Gryphon trilogy.

Warehouse: A girl with powers ends up in a house where children with powers are raised and must unravel the mystery of why they exist. Totally ripped off from X-men. I tried fixing it once, but it’s a trunk novel.

Demonslayer: A woman with amnesia finds out she was trained by a group who are the last line of defense against demons, and that group has been wiped out. This story marks my first fully fleshed out world, and important first step into being a high fantasy writer. I have other novels and stories and characters planned in this world. However, the story is still rather immature and needs a complete rewrite, especially considering it’s only 23k. (Man, it felt really long when I wrote it.) This was influenced by a book google helped me to remember, Rhapsody: Child of Blood by Elizabeth Haydon.

Blessings of the Nerial: A little faith never hurt anyone, but it’s about to start. Wrote during NaNo one year, and I’m not positive if there were any strong influences for this one. I really like the concept but I don’t actually like the main character …so if I were going to rewrite it, it would need an overhaul.

Shifting Winds
: Angelica is a princess who lives life the way she wants, until she’s kidnapped by a demon. I love this story, but something is fundamentally broken in it, and I don’t have the skill to fix it. Inspiration for this story came from a mini series that played in a Harvest Moon video game. Bizarre right?

The Colors Of: Environment was ruined in a war and computers are designed to look like animals. This story was inspired by a Pokemon fan fic I wrote back in my fan fic days …so yeah. It took on a decent life of it’s own since then. I’d love to clean it up some day.

The Asir/Vanir War (12k): Loki leads a group a vanir to Asgard in order to stop the war raging on Midgard. Meant to be a prequel to a story I haven’t finished. This is a short story (fantasy short story), but it is clean and polished, and thus it gets to be on this list. I’ve loved Norse mythology for a long time. I wrote this before the whole Marvel/Loki/Tom Hiddleston thing.

The Storyteller: Once upon a time there was a prince. She was a girl. My first complete and polished novel. I’ve been working on the sequel.